changing me :)

Nice Picture taken at Pasir Ris Park @ 5 April 2008 , before road run MJR.

Things do change; either becoming better or becoming worse. For me, i think i have changed, and becoming worse, over these years. 12 years ago, i was more spiritual, more patient. Now i am less patient, less spiritual and always talk bad about others. I know. I should change back to the better me. God , give me the courage to change things that i can change, and wisdom to accept things that i cannot change ! for those who know me in the past, i used to be a dynamic and hardworking teacher. these few years, i have slacken to become not so hardworking anymore. Being a teacher is physically tiring, and emotionally draining. But it is a very meaningful job. The best friends i have now, include a number of ex-pupils! Most of the time these years, i hate myself for not being the best for my pupils. .... let me state my new year resolution for 2008 : be a better husband, father and teacher, do not talk bad about others! It is time i meditate on my own life and change. . . it is time i meditate on my life and change... om mani padme hum . om mani padme hum...om mani padme hum ....